Written by Kerry Greenaway
The Idea of a Psychic Quest is exciting and exhilarating, exploring the realms is enticing but for all the wonder you experience on the journey however your own internal belief systems are stretched to maximum. To understand the immensity and complexity of the world, humans need to be able to get past themselves and be open to possibilities and that is a challenge.
The idea that you are manifesting your entire environment and what you see and experience in the physical is just a reflection of that, seems simple enough. However, if you really took time to consider this concept, it leads to self-accountability in the decisions you make now and, in the past, and that can lead to a dark place.
Spirit in all forms are amazing and there are many realms, these realms all have their own structure, society and culture. They, including us down here in the physical, are all interconnected.
The other point to consider is that there is only one moment and that is right now at this moment, in each moment there are a million possibilities, and it is your choice on how you spend that moment. Sounds very idealistic doesn’t it.
The 3 concepts I have just outlined are in their simplest form. It’s a little like a math teacher writing an equation on the wall and when you read it, it makes sense but beyond that you have no idea what it means or what its purpose is. To understand that equation would be a gradual breakdown of each component as to what it means and then as you work it you realize that each component has a whole other equation and then the original equation becomes lost. It would take a huge amount of interest, mental capacity and tenacity to fully understand and learn the equation, and yet people do it all the time………………….so it is possible! It’s only you who decides on whether you wish to decipher that equation or not.
There was always the question in my mind about how to bring these concepts to light and within general understanding. They are so complex and yet so simple, and they also conform to the fundamental laws of physics. It’s a pattern; we live within a pattern of energy, frequency and dimension, and vibration. The structure we humans have created within our society and cultures reflects this understanding in whatever form it takes. Religion, The Natural World, Community and Work all reflect something, and our soul gravitates towards what we can understand.
At this point I could justify what I’m writing by quoting many greater minds than mine or writing out long explanations however a psychic quest isn’t just another form of treasure hunting, it’s a Sacred Personal Journey, and any journey has its trials and tribulations.
Psychic Questing is reading and following the signs from spirit and having trust and faith in what unfolds; it is a leap of faith with no idea of where it’s leading you. It is a magical mystery tour and within true Scooby Doo style the monsters are always human. All magic has a price, and the price for a psychic quest is facing your own internal monsters. Those monsters are internal restrictions and belief systems that prevent you from becoming the best version of yourself(evolving). Basically, it is facing the patterns within yourself that you don’t like; you know the universe keeps sending you a lesson until you learn it vibe. Once you recognize the pattern, you can change it into a more preferred pattern, but this takes internal honesty and examination to achieve. This is not easy; you’re basically asking yourself to be your own psychologist.
It challenges everything you ever thought was true, and your own mind becomes your enemy. Your own mind will fight back and throw everything at you to keep you safe, but you must work out what your definition of safe is. If you have learnt that a loving family consists of bullying, then you unconsciously repeat those patterns. They may take a different form, but the essence remains the same – it is what it is – each action shows your own internal truth.
If you are not open to spirit and possibilities, then this journey can seem bat shit crazy. I call you to remember a visit to a tree in Rettendon, when you look back at how that whole episode unfolded, the timing and the relevance’s and where that led us onto;
Darryl’s car battery kept going flat, so he needed to take the car out for a good drive to help boost the battery, and he asked me along for the ride. So off we poddle with no true sense of direction other than its going to be a long drive around so we headed out towards Runwell, not to visit the well specifically but just to drive around the area. We passed South Hannigfield Reservoir where we had been pulled too for the Winter Solstice 2024 and had been at St Peter’s Church for the Sunrise and the Sunset. We then headed back and the subject of Rettendon came up. Earlier in the quest this place had felt relevant when looking at a map but so far in the quest we hadn’t had any further signs and we had been pulled into a different direction. So, we stopped off at All Saints Church in Rettendon. A beautiful church set high on a hill (of course), at this point I refer you to the research by Richard Clements which is on a different page;
So, we’ve arrived and from previous research we know that there is a tree of significance in this area and so we set out to have a look around the church and the graveyard to see what we could see. We got pulled to the east side of the church and saw a tree in the field however the way was blocked by the Bulls in the field so feeling a little demoralized we made our way back to the car. Whilst I was sitting in the car, I was looking towards the gate of the farm down the lane; it is private property. What I could see was a tree that had a skull pattern within its foliage, and this skull was looking down, and I knew I needed to get to that tree. Just as I was sensing this, the farmer drove out of his farm, so I jumped out of the car and asked if it would be possible to speak to the farmer. Within minutes the farmer was leading us into the field to get to the tree. When we reached the area, we saw an old oak tree that had fallen. This was the tree we had been looking for; this was the tree at the center of the prioress’s cross from the Runwell Tomb in St Mary’s that Andrew Collins had written about in his book. How it had fallen was unclear; it may have been a lightning strike, or it may have fallen through rot. It was hard to tell as most of the trunk was covered over with Blackberries. I couldn’t get to the part I needed to get to so another trip on another day would be in order. I have written about the second visit here;
https://spirit-and-soul-island-crystals.square.site/s/stories/rettendon-blackberry-2
However back to the point;
The facts are what physically happened on that day, the evidence is the historical research, the information came from spirit.
The psychic side is paying attention and listening with every sense. What catches your attention in your sight, what sounds are playing at that moment, where are your thoughts and feelings. It’s a mindset of allowing yourself to just Be in that moment. Which is literally ironic as one of the main spirit messages on that day were Bee’s which led us to Beeleigh Weir and HMS Beagle and a whole other story to unfold.
Spirit messages are not loud, and, in your face, they are subtle and in the pattern that you are observing by paying attention to re-occurring themes or images or songs we get a glimpse. By releasing your internal destructive behavior patterns, you become more open to allowing yourself to just Be in the moment, and this allows your mind to open, and you can then see beyond yourself and glimpse into other realms.
What unfolds from each action cannot be fully understood in the moment. Each time I look at something we have done with the quest, a new level of understanding comes in and ties things together a little more. The complexity of the pattern is quite honestly beyond me. How do I bring to light understanding in all perspectives, how do you explain the essence of that moment unless you lived it but even in that, what that moment meant to you, may have meant something completely different to another of the questers.
Synchronicities and Coincidences are signs that you are on the right pathway; all you need to do is pay attention and allow them to lead.
The way forward is starting to show itself, where will it lead, I can’t answer that, all I know is that for all the trials along the way it’s worth every minute.